Shouldn't have asked

I’ve seen you before

I don’t know where
I don’t know when
But I’m sure as hell I’ve seen you before

Does my face seem familiar to you?
Or is it only you who seem familiar to me?

I won’t get the answer
For I’ll never ask you

…

No, in fact I still consider it

“What should I do? What should I do?”
I heard myself mumbling

Okay, it’s just the matter of time
And now I think this is the time
I must ask it to you
Or I’m dying of curiosity

So here I am, looking for you

Is that you?
You’re not that fat
Is that you?
You’re not that tall either
Seriously, where are you?
Why can’t I see you?

They say you’re gone

And now the only thing I can do is waiting
Waiting for tomorrow
Waiting for an answer to my wondering
That keeps nagging me

…

Yesterday, I promised myself to boldly ask you
And today, I’m going to do that
I’m really excited yet also nervous at the same time

It’s you! Walking on your own
Yes, this is my good chance
My heart beats faster
As I walk slowly towards you

“Hey”, finally I said it
I guess you do not notice
You’re too busy looking at your phone
“Hey”, I said it twice!
You look at me and still do not say anything

I pause for a moment
And brace myself,
“Hey man, I feel like we’ve known each other
Do you believe in reincarnation?
I think we were soulmate back then”

I don’t know why
But there’s this grin on your face
I don’t understand what it means
So I just keep waiting
Come on, come on say something

*Tick..tock..tick..tock..tick*

And when you start moving your lips
You simply reply
“Who the fuck are you?”

And now I’m fucked up