Loneliest night

At night
I hear everything clearly
sounding in my ears
cockroaches,
lizards
all crawling

At night
I can’t sleep
a storm in my belly
I am hungry

where’s all the food?

I miss something to be missed
thing that I need to be missed
not one about obsession
everything in its right place
like that
driving me crazy
but sincerity

Oh night
I can’t think of anything
but food
where’s all the food?
I am very hungry

Every night is just the same
as the night before
and before that
the loneliest night