Little notes

What worst could happen?
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How can I be strong when I easily get hurt and sad?
Or can I just pretend?
I think that's what I've done all this time
And it gets harder and harder every time
In the end I just bursts into tears.
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Jangan sok pintar. Karna semakin Anda sok, semakin susah Anda terima pemikiran baru. Bukan hanya karna Anda susah menerima, tapi karna Anda sudah sok tahu terlebih dulu.
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Please. STOP smoking before it's too late. Don't smoke just because you see someone do it. Don't smoke just because it is night and cold. Don't smoke for the sake of YOU.

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Little things should be celebrated once in a while.

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Being a shopaholic. Buying books for almost everyday. Spending too much money on books. Is it good? Is it bad? There's nothing that I'm really good at.

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You can act like a sick person if you're healthy, but you can never act healthy if you are sick.

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Mira, bawa buku dan pulpen kemanapun kau pergi. Tulis apa yang ingin kau tulis, selagi kau memikirkannya. Jangan biar terlewatkan, meski bagi orang lain tak penting. Karna kau tau itu akan berguna pada waktunya.

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Always admiring people's connections, yet never engaged in those connections.

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Salahkah aku optimis?

Semakin lama pengumumannya, semakin ambisius aku dibuatnya, semakin tak terima jika aku tak diterimanya.

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Apa kau merasa

semakin dewasa, semakin kau kenal dirimu?

atau kau malah semakin lupa?

karena aku

rupanya tak tahu

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I wish I had a beautiful voice!

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Try to be normal, failed

try to be unique, lost

try to be nothing, done!

*3okt17

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My birthday boy

Who wasn't a boy no more since years ago

But who cares

You are still a boy to your mama

and your papa

And for me, you are a lover, an enemy, a friend, and the most important, my best friend

I wish you were always healthy & happy

And I wish you were here

P.S. Please don't ask any more books for your present next year, just lemme decide -,-

*31ags17

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Hey kau

Lelaki yang mencintai buku beserta kata-kata yang terangkai di dalamnya

Lelaki yang sering membisikkanku agar membeli banyak buku yang pada akhirnya hanya kau yang baca

Lelaki yang selalu menyeduhkan kopi untukku dengan senyum bangga berkilauan

Lelaki yang di hari ulang tahunnya hanya menuntut buku sebagai kado

Lelaki yang rajin menuliskan alamat penerima buku yang sibuk kupacking

Kuharap suatu saat nanti ada tempat yang menyimpan buku-buku dan kopi-kopi kita bersama

Kuharap kau selalu sehat dan senang

*17ags17

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I actually care about people

But they seem not to care about me

So I don't want to care anymore

And I become don't care

*31jul17